Still having fun and loving life over here. In the last couple of weeks I have picked up 4 new client horses. It blows me away that after I put it out there that I was going to concentrate on horses full time that they started falling into my lap. It has felt so good to stop fighting the natural direction of my life.
I think the only person struggling with this is my husband, and I have every faith that he will come around, in fact he already seems to be. I think that a nearly perpetually happy wife who is bringing in pay checks and still able to have a wacky schedule that allows for husband and racehorse time will convince him that life is ok. We might have more money if I was a doctor, but we would have far fewer adventures and I have no clue what my mental status would be. I'm not exaggerating when I say that I am happier than I have been in a long time, it is like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I'm that creepy person in my car driving along with a big grin, the music cranked, dancing in my seat. Blogging has been slow as I am riding all day, but life has been great.
If you are struggling with something all I can say is release yourself from the guilt. Sit down, make a plan, be logical, be willing for changes and challenges, but get rid of the guilt. No matter what that guilt is about, all it does is poison every other aspect of your life.
This Friday and Saturday is a Karen O'Conner clinic and I am taking Slider!!! Then Sunday is an event derby, we will be doing xrails, I want him to be successful and confident at the end. I can't wait for each day this week, new horses, new adventures, big smiles.